Thanks Gordie, im loved my mom but i could never comunicate with her so i never knew her.When she passed not a tear was shed .I thought that to be strange.When my dad passed i grimacest for a minute with tight eyes closed and that was that .He too i never knew .I have a sister and we all lived togrther but that was it.no body knew anybody ,very strange.guess that;s why i never had a girlfriend or any real friends?????Thanks for the prayers ,i can always use those!