Super Fantastic Paul.Your work is Awesome.I was the same way when I 1st started.But when I knew people would buy my stuff,I knew it would help with the bills,and the cost of my new found hobby.
I have never bought wood online,don't plan to in the future.I have a lumber co,just a mile away.Besides,I don't use old reclaimed wood.I have seen it put it some pretty great use though.
A Big Howdy from Southern Tenn!!And Welcome to The Village.I can't imagine what your going thru,but it sounds like your coping very well.Your gonna Love here.
I myself use MinWax with a sponge brush.depending on how many coats you want to apply.lightly sand the 1st coat then apply the 2nd.If were talking Clearcoat.
Iggy ,you did a Masterful job with it. as you did with your other dogs.Believe me I know how you feel about not wanting to do certain patterns,I have a few like that.I just retired one this week.