Since last Christmas ,getting out of the hospital things have been slowing down before that but now i ask my self the same question.Walking to get this and that in the shop is not easy.Standing to use a machine is not easy either.Moving a full sheet of 3/4" plywood is way way more than i want to do.Its possible but not very easy.About two years ago i was very enthused to scroll but as i get older 65 now I'm no fireball anymore.osteoarthritis takes about 98 % of my drive away. I want to do so much .The mind is willing but the body says no. I have every tool needed to do what ever all my life .All the wood i could possibly need too.Day after day i look at all i have in the shop and wonder what's going on.Nothings getting used up except the printer ,paper and ink.i love my hobby and it has kept my sanity for years now.But where do you go from here.I have 40 jobs waiting to be printed out and modified for some decent work to deliver.all for free.I live for the smiles i get ,the hugs i get and kisses too.that's what's been holding me together and my main reason to scroll anymore.If i had energy things could change over night.I've waited since 2004 to get a shop ,Now i have one and don't do a thing with it worth while.I'm sure a little exercise would help and i made a speed bag platform so i could do what i love to do ,hit the speed bag.3 years ago at the gym I'd hit it for an hour.i can't even hit it now .You'd think I'd have bed sores on my butt from sitting so much.Caffeine and or energy drinks don't even phase me.I'm at wits end.i don't want to give up my love for scrolling.The amount of scrolling i used to do in 2004 to 2014 was amazing but the arthritis has knocked that all out to a stand still.if i had a partner to enthuse me I'm sure it would help.I'm very serious about scrolling but illness has taken it's toll fortunately.