Hi Ray. My very sincere condolences to you and family. What you’re going through is normal and I would think your family is experiencing the same. Time will heal but it’s important you help one another through this period in time. Don’t be afraid to seek professional help. I’ve been in your shoes and I’m glad my wife and I had gotten professional help. I work in the death industry and have to deal with families on a regular basis who have gone through the same situation. The best advice I can give is express your feelings any way you know how, weather it’s through social media, here on the Village, friends, family and or anyone who will listen. Life must go on and it will. Pardon my long windedness. All the best to you and family.