I'm going through the same thing Doc. I have orders from September that were paid for and the people want them for Christmas. Some days I can make myself get in the shop and get something done, most days I can't. I've wasted 2 months because I dread going to the shop. I've turned down a lot of work, telling people I too far behind. It sucks! And now it's crunch time, I have to get these things finished or go out of business, which I don't want to do.