Kevin, I know what you mean about the pain and it's number of levels. I was in an accident in 1999, I did some serious damage to my body. I've been living in severe pain ever since, and I worked until 2003, then I applied for the government disability pension. Thankfully, my claim was accepted, and I have been on CP ever since. It's not much, but it does help pay the bills since I can no longer work. I still am in so much pain, that most days I think of ending it all. Just yesterday and today I'm in such bad shape, that I never got out of bed. A good day for me, is a day where I just feel like I've got the flu, and nothing else wrong with me. I'm sorry to say, that those days are few and far between, most days I just sit around trying to control pain. There is "NOTHING" I can do without feeling pain from doing it, absolutely Nothing. It's been very hard on my marriage, and raising my two beautiful daughters since I couldn't participate in any of their activities. I haven't posted about this before now, simply because there's nothing anyone can do about it, and also because I'm a private type of person. So. yes I do know how you feel, I've been living that way for seventeen years now. The only thing I'm hoping for now, is that I'll just not wake up some morning, cause, I've pretty much have had enough of things being the way they are. To anyone who reads this; please keep in mind that I'm not looking for anyone's sympathy here, I'm just letting Kevin know that I know how he feels, thanks.
Len