First off, welcome to the village. Great place to be and learn. When I say learn it is a little tough in the beginning but things do get better, I promise. Bottom feeding is a tough process when you don't have a lot of room on top. The best thing is to be patient as you learn. It gets better I promise. Some folks open the bottom up a little aid in this. I'm a top feeder but spent many years doing what you are going through. The whole process is about enjoying it and the education get along the way. The satisfaction comes from seeing the smiles on peoples faces. Best advice I can offer is patience and taking your time. Once you have gotten to the point you can up grade your equipment (saw) and continue to learn and grow so take baby steps and you will be up and running in short time.